how bad?

karate nationals is tomorrow.
damn nervous right now.
i only have two fight to the finals.
but the two are going to be tough.
first is an unknown but he's 30 plus. he'll have the experience factor against me.
second fight (if i get past the first that is) won 1st place at the last ivp.
its tough... and i'm slowly starting to think, 'wat if i dont make the finals? wat is i lose out in the first round?'

then i remembered something someone told me once.
"how badly do u want to win? you must want it like your life depends on it."

so that makes me a zombie then.

roar.