Aaarrrggghhhh

 Stuck in a mental loop again. 

Why cant I get over it. 

I like it when

You send me pics of you. 

It always makes my heart flutter. 

Because you’re so pretty. 

I am feeling

 A whole lot better today. Like my normal self. 

Which is good. 

But just so you know, I kinda bought some stuff during that down phase. I’m sure not-sensible me will still wanna use it. 

Just so you know. 

 

Of course. 

Married alrdy. 

Still wanna be married. 

Not going anywhere. 

Left alone with my thoughts

 I think having too much time to myself is bad because then I keep replaying the same thoughts over and over again in my head and I have to keep addressing it even if it has been addressed alrdy and it just kinda wears me down and I end up spiralling instead.