unfinished

if things had been different,
if things hadn't happened,
things might have been the same,
things might have not changed.

but things have happened.
that is the reality of it.
you have been shattered and broken,
left alone to weep.

countless days spent thinking,
of the love long gone,
deeper and deeper sinking,
into depression.

"NO!" you thought,
"I must get over this!" you said.
and so you fought,
against your fate....

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i could onli think of this much. the inspiration of it just left me suddenly.
idea hit me while i was brushing my teeth just now.

its a reference to yesterday night. something happened and the rage in me that i thought had gone came rushing back at me.

and i realised that as much as i had thought that i had moved on, my heart had not.
it was just hibernating. but wat can i expect from it? it is me after all. and i am stubborn as hell. :)

i never back down from wat i believe. and my heart felt the same.
but things arent the same anymore. and the time to fight has long gone.

so its time to let go dear heart. your love is strong and true.
but its not wanted anymore. let go...

dont ever let the passion turn to rage anymore.
dont ever allow the hope come in anymore.
dont ever fool yourself with dreams anymore.

enought with being emotional. your love is gone. it is no more.

goodnight.